Monday: “Want to be my Disciple” - Matthew 16: 24-27
Discipleship requires a choice. A choice that is rooted in the desire to grow deeper with Jesus Christ and to make his name known.
When asked to make a comment about being a disciple in the past, I have remarked that discipleship is not a spectator sport. This is not something that you can live into a few hours a week or only in certain locations. Discipleship is a complete handing over of our lives to Christ. And that is part of the reason that theologian and pastor Dietrich Bohnhoffer remarked that discipleship is costly.
The problem is that isn’t what we are always taught about discipleship. Some believe that if you have accepted Christ into your heart than you are a disciple. Others believe that accepting Christ means that you can live your life on your own terms. The truth is that discipleship is linked with truly seeing Christ as your Savior and your Lord - the one that you desire to follow.
Jesus is getting at the heart of this desire when he remarked to the men who were his followers, “Whoever wants to by my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me.” Christ never forces discipleship upon us, but invites us to come with him to the journey to transformation.
What does discipleship mean to you?
Prayer: Christ, as we come seeking you this day, we confess that we are not always comfortable with the cost of discipleship. We want to follow you on our own terms, but that is not the journey you are inviting us to. Allow us to be resolute in our following and bold in our proclamation of your Kingdom. Amen.
Tuesday: “Kingdom” - Matthew 16:28
Not too long before Jesus is speaking to his disciples about picking up their cross and following him, Peter had prophetically proclaimed that Jesus was the Messiah. Only, even the disciples weren’t always sure about what that meant. Does that mean that Jesus would come to overthrow the Roman Empire? Or that he would shake up the Pharisees?
When Jesus spoke of his Kingdom, he noted that some of the disciples present would not taste death before they see the Son of Man (ie. Jesus) coming in his Kingdom. But we know that all of the disciples have tasted death.
So what is Jesus trying to say?
Jesus is showing his disciples that the Kingdom of God is here and not yet. It is here, because Jesus is proclaiming it. It will be more fully realized when he gives his life away and then rises again. But we will not see the complete fullness of the Kingdom of God on this side of glory.
The Gospel is full of teachings that hold two things to be true at the same time. The Kingdom of God is here and not yet. Jesus is fully divine and fully human. We live in this world, but it is not our ultimate home. And what Jesus is proclaiming here - that what seems to be the path that leads to death, will lead to life.
How do you think of the Kingdom of God?
Prayer: Lord, we want to be people of your Kingdom, but we aren’t always sure how. We know how this world looks and functions, but do not fully understand your Kingdom in the glimpses that we see. Open up the eyes of our heart so we can be transformed by the way, the truth, and the life of your Kingdom alone. Amen.
Wednesday: “Transfigured” - Matthew 17: 1-3
The disciples had a rough week. Jesus had confirmed what Peter had said, that he was the Messiah. But then he talked about his upcoming death and asked them to choose the way of the cross of Christ. Six days passed, and then Jesus took some of the disciples on a journey up a mountain. And it was there that the glory of God was revealed to them.
What happened to Jesus was terrifying. His face started to shine bright like the sun. Bright like Moses’s when he came down from up top his own mountain where he communed with God. But now, Jesus did not cover his face with a veil in order to not frighten the disciples. His clothing, too, because as bright as Jesus’s face. And he started talking to Elijah and Moses.
We don’t always know what to make of the transfiguration. We get that it proclaims the Lordship of Christ and his connection to God, but we weren’t there. We don’t know what it felt like or looked like. The words on the pages of the Gospel don’t always compute with our lived lives today.
I like to think of the transfiguration in terms of moments when our eyes are opened to the reality of Christ. It may not look like the disciples in this passage, but I hope that you have had moments where you have come to know Christ more clearly.
Tell of a time when you came to see Christ more clearly.
Prayer: Lord, we thank you for the teaching of the transfiguration that call for us to examine our own lives to re-discover the times when we have been drawn closer to you. Let us dwell in those times in the coming days, finding clarity and truth within them. Amen.
Thursday: “Three Shelters” - Matthew 17: 4
Peter understood that he was standing on holy ground. That something was happening here that was bigger than him and as a response he wanted to memorialize it by building three shelters. These shelters traced back to other times of Jewish celebration, rooted in the provision and goodness of God.
Only that wasn’t what Jesu was looking for.
Sometimes we get caught up in our own ideas of what is right and good, discounting what Christ may be doing in and through us. We try to make things in our image, even when we are doing so out of a response to the goodness of Christ.
But if we remember just a few verses earlier, if we choose thew ay of the cross we are not our own - we are Christ’s. Therefore we need to seek what Christ desires in a situation, not our own way or will.
What do you think Jesus was trying to communicate through the transfiguration?
Prayer: Lord, we thank you that you do not leave us to our own way, will, and desires, but instead call us to be transformed in thought and heart. Continue to do this good and holy work in us, we pray. Amen.
Friday: “Listen to Him” - Matthew 17:5-8
Peter is so caught up in the moment and making plans for how to commemorate this occasion that he needed to be reminded by God that he (and we) needed to listen to Jesus. To listen to Jesus’s teachings. To listen to his calls for the disciples to not be afraid. And to listen when Jesus tells them to leave this holy place.
It is easy to identify with Peter’s desire to stay on the mountaintop. It’s holy there. Something profound has happened there! But part of wanting to stay on the mountaintop and respond in the way of Peter is that it is safe there. Even if we don’t understand it fully. It is set apart and we can manage ourselves and our response here - set apart from the world.
We can get so caught up in our own conversations in our heads that we fail to listen to Jesus. We can desire so deeply to be safe and to manage everything, that we don’t actually respond to the holy moments we are being gifted with.
What makes it difficult for you to listen to Christ?
Prayer: God, every time we come down off the mountain, may we seek to live into the grace we have been given and share it with the world. Amen.